29th may,2009

hmmm...a quisine 4 creatin a blog n xpressin ma feelings 4 twinkle....just 2 say dat i luv her n dats true...!!woke up wid her fonecall @ sharp 8....shrunken eyes...xchangin "luv u" 2 each oder..i neva miss her single call..while brushin up ma teeth,,receivd her call vid both d hands bezee..1 handlin a toothbrush n d oder holdin ma cellfone..unabl 2 speak a word even..bt den also peepin ma ears in2 d fone 2 listen her voice...all i cud hear was"luv u rishu"...ma cell fone gt wet all over...bt i contnued...v both dcidd a common place were we met each oder..n dat wz outsyd her apartment(ha...ha..)...she promisd me dat she'll b spendin tym vid me on d terrace of her apart. for 1 n half hr...a million dollar smile on ma face... i wz well dressd aldou i said her "wat a combn??chea!!blue formal wid blue denim!!"...she smiled whch made me smile heither...she pickd me up 4m her place n she had 2 go 2 a parlour 4 havin all dose stuffs wch usually gals go 4!!least knowledge...i wz seatd b4 her n she drove her scooty....comedy lag raha tha,....on d way she saw her naani n turnd her face away vid her heart poppin out of her mouth...v reachd d place..parkd her vehcle nearby in a shade..went upstairs 4 her workout....i evn followd her holdin her waist(a heavenly feelin)....wow..!!widin a couple of secondz she wz inside sayin me dat"i'll b rite bak widin 2 hrs.." ..ma tounge gt hanged out....i wz beaten by her words!!huh!!2 hrs..??i said...showin her 32 out,all she cud utter wz "yes!!"...wid a vry heavy heart i said "oki,i'll b waitin 4 u!!"..she went inside leavin me outsyd in d hottest season...i was totally roastd widin 15 mins...tym pasd by.....koi khabar nahi...!!totally got bathed wid d sweat...bt had 2 wait 4 her...afterall she'll b spendin tym vid me....a gr8 thng 4 me...how cn i neglect dis meetin...??huh!!i decided 2 have a ride outside in d bzee road.....n a thng wch i din say her wz dat i wz ridin @ d speed of 65 ...plz twinkle....m sorry..bt josh aa gaya tha...kya karu?? i tuk a full round n returnd bak 2 d place..all ma sweat gt evaporatd on gainn knowledge dat shez still insyd....oh!!maaf karde bhagwaan....kya paap kiya tha maine??i thot 2 go 2 a net cafe nt 4 surfin bt only 2 rest on d cool env...chalo.aa gaya hoon to chat kar hi leta hoon....hard luk!!no1z onlyn...n d mouse waznt havin a scroll..!!i wz totally irritatd...widin 10 mins i wz out payin 10 2 d muslym sittn ovr dere in a shabby condn scratchin his head!! i added 2 my irritation.. again i went bak 2 pik up twinkle bt.................................................she wz still (aap samajh hi gaye honge!!)...yeah!!!INSIDE!!!!!!o man !!its all over.....i cant stand ne more!!!!stampd ma foot!!went downstairs n took a sip of watr wich wz 4 me a piss of an earthworm..hard 2 slide down ma neck...evry1 wz gazin @ ma pathetic condn bt din step 4wad 2 help me out!!rascals!!!wid lotza patience,i again wnt upstairs....each n evry step 4 me wz lyk rkl 2 bbsr..bt i succeded in steppin up,,,...a hot blow of d A/C outlet strikd ma face...wz lyk a loooo...it wz already 1 ...she wz still INSIDE...it wz 1:1.....she wz still INSIDE......it wz 1:2...she wz stillllllllllllllll...................................................INSide....!!i wz lukin lyk mr.bean gt lotza bittings 4m his mom..a horrible....shhhh...a disastrous ......a monstrous face of myn wz worth seeing...atlast,.....MISSION WS POSSIBE...(aldou very hard 2 ink)..she wz out wid an outburst of a notty smile wid turnd in2 laughter later......yipee!!!!! i tuk an improper breathe..a very forceful stretching smile on ma face!!!..gt relieved dat fnally she wz out....we stepped down wid d thot in ma mind dat we'll d havi nyc tym now......d very nxt moment all dat she cud say wz"rishu!!!its 2 late...ab tu ghar chale jaa...kal milenge.."mere to tote udd gaye!!!....
bt i had 2 follow her....bt i wasnt feelin ok coz i did wait 4 her so long n atlast had 2 return bak....i din wanted 2 return bak..so i said her dat "i'll b waitin 4 u..."..no!!u go bak n hav ur lunch..she uttered..i said i'll b havin ma lunch outsyd n den dere only i'll b waitin till 4....she agreed..me 2 confirmd...i stepped 2wads grand central n skimmin thru d menu book..i cudnt resist maself..i took 4 chapatis n chicken kabab..yummmy!!!!!!!! i called her n d very nxt words 4m her were"
luv u rishu!!"n den a kissie..i got swayed away by d way she sed me n i wz on cloud9..i wz xcitd 2 go 2 her terrace coz she wz goin 2 meet me dere...i askd her 4 dat n she said"oki!!!!aa ja"..i took each n every step carefully lookin here n dere at tymes due 2 d fear of her mumma...nt papa coz he wz bzee 4 his official work...hee..hee...i reached d top bt she waznt dere...i calld her bak n she sed"wait baba!!thoda wait nahi kar sakta kya??"....i sed"aur kitna wait karun??"...widin few secondz she ws bak wid a thick chemistry book....ufff....so clever...handed it over 2 me n sed"padhte rehna"...fuck!!...n den (no public display)...bla....bla...bla.....she returnd sayin dat she'll b rite bak widin 5 mins....i sed"ruk na thodi der!!"...bt dis darpoookk went bak..!huh!! i had 2 skimm thru d chem book casually or else i wz caut..!i evn did dat..offooo!!!rona aa raha tha book dekh k...bt kya karu??meri jaanu ne mujhe chem book la kar diya...inkaar kaise karta??
she wz bak..i got a big smyl on ma face..bt again she sed"rishi bhaag!!mummy terrace pe aayegi abhi,...."..i ran away lyk my ass got fired n i wz lyk jumpin down 4m d terrace 2 d main road...bt meri jaan mujhe bohot pyaari!!cudnt attempt....ran wid 5 steps down @ a jump.... maa kasam!!jaan hatheli pe aa gayi thi.....main bhag gaya!! she calld me n den sed"tu chaleja!!kal milenge..aaj shayad possible nahi hai"....bt still i ws waitin 4 her outside d apart. in d scorching heat..it wz just 4:15. i stood outsyd till 6...ma legs gt strained...felt lyk vomittin...n evn did dat in front of her apart....yuck!!! begged 4 water nearby n took a sip...it startd rainin....bt i din giv up...still waitin 2 hav a glimpse of her..gt a bit wet...bt wz oki..den atlast




she came out












wid her cousin n nani...................................








abey!!!poori family ko saath mein le aati!!!!marwana tha kya?????
i wz in a nearby lenovo store n seeing her naani wid her.,,,ran up followin d stairs wid ma legs entangled n disturbed........i know d readers wont stop laughing @ ma pathetic condn....she went 2 d nearby store n gestured a "Hi!!"...i evn did dat bt ws unmarkd by her.<<...id pd...>>...she calld me 4m dere n sed ki terrace pe jaa...i cudnt deny....all of a sudden her naani crossed d lane n i wz in front of her...by gods grace she cudnt recognyz me ,....i put a tissue paper on ma face n went 2 a far place....doorbeen se bhi nahi dikhta!!! bt i saw dt her naani wz still walkin aldou her apart. waz crossed ....neend mein hogi!!mujhe kya??she went in2 d apartment wid her cousin n calld me by wavin her handz n gav me a chocolate bar n sed"dis eez 4 u.."..i sed "rehne de." bt wz forcd 2 tak it...i had 2 go bak....i missed her a lot...i wz still turnin bak 2 hav a glimpse of her...i wz in d worst condition...i had all ma mony wastd..i had 2walk 2 ma place...quiet far away..3 kms..i evn did dat...on ma each n evry step, i cud feel her presence n a flashbak of each n every moment ran thru ma head...a hectic condition of mine.....
i went bak wid a thot of meetin her again d nxt day................................................................





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